ok....so yesterday was a pretty boring day...i dont have to go to school til 5.....but my BFF sarah texted me and said she was getting a tattoo and she wanted me to come by the shop and see her before school...she was getting this really prettiful tattoo that she drew up herself...she got it on the side of her ribs and it was kind of a little ocean scene with a mermaid, dolphins an octopus, bubbles, and treasure chests and all kinds of cool stuff and she was such a lil trooper about it...oh and then the artist eric was like so when are u getting a tattoo..lol...so now sarah wants me to get one next time and she wants to draw me something up..man tattoos hurt i like piercings...of course i was late for school....but it didnt really matter it wasnt my massage night and the newbies were taking a test that i had already taken a long time ago so i was pretty much bored the whole night....sarah did stop by the school for a few minutes though for a few minutes though...

OMG~Im so sick and tired of having friends that always end up fucking me over. What the hell are best friends anyway...ones who you can trust and whos trusts in you no matter what and wont let anything or anyone come in between them...well I guess thats a load of shit huh!...If they have a fucking problem, they definatly can't come talk to you to try and resolve it!...no!....they have to go behind your back and talk all kinds of shit!!!fucking lies!lies!LIIIIES!!!bullshit!..Fucking whores!...and why am I always the one who ends up in the shithole!...let me tell you something...karma is as real as life and you will get your shit!..I will never be there to help!...I dont give a shit what happens...you shouldnt treat people like that!..well fuck you!..Im too good of a person to be going down like this!...my guard is up and this shit will only make me stronger!..dont fucking talk to me!...dont even think of me!..the only time u need to do that is when you're in the worst trouble of your life you worthless pieces of shit!...soon enough...too bad I wont even care to wanna know what the fuck happens to you!..It started off with hurt....but now all the anger has built up...Im so much better than you, there is no doubt about it!...you will always be in the same place and I will be on top laughing...its not my fucking fault you're worthless!..It's best that you forget about me!..Fuck you!!!!..Im out

*thanks for bein there BFF for life* Glomp!!!

Dang its sunday and i totally have nothing to do...ive been sooo tired so i didnt make any plans....work has been really stressful...and to top it all off...i go to school right when i get off work...and i dont come home til like 10:30 pm..so yea pretty much no life during the week....i hardly even see the rents cuz im always gone....i love it!!!...lol...oh well it will all be worth it in the end...hmm guess ill swing by callahan or something....loves!!!

Well today I actually had a good day at work...because of the holiday we had a lot of work to do before wednesday and got some overtime..yayy!..and today.. We ran threw that warehouse like there was no 2morrow! We wanted the hell outta there and we did!!!but I still hate the job and it still stresses me out. A lot of people are leavin...in the past few months 3 of my friends have left and that's not including the people I'm not so cool with today was my friend saras last day and heidi put in her 2 weeks notice my gurl ericas leavin in august and jared as well!!!...I don know wat it is about keefe but this job is doin something to people...making them go crazy...I don knu how many bipolars we have!..I'm on the verge of goin physco myself!!!ugh!...and one by one girls are gettin pregnant!!! We hav like 6 now!!! I dunno it must be something in the water or something..lol...but I am gonna be outta there soon!!!I can't freakin wait!

Ok...yea I knu i knu....I havt been on this site in sooo long...but I'm tryin change all that...I didn't hav a comp. For a while and I jus got a t-mobile sidekick so I can get online anywhere!!!...so its 4th of july right!...and I'm totally in bed still in my pajamas!!!...I'm sooo bored!!!I'm so stressed cuz of my job right now I jus don even feel like goin newhere I want a new job sooo bad I'm fixin to go crazy!!...and its raining outside so I can't even go in the pool to get some sun!!!!grrrr!!!!!